just becoz..

hey ppl!
sunday evening..it doesnt get any more depressing than sunday evening..except with me coz i have to get up early for tennis training. hurray. anyways haha tobs cant fill my blog with all his crap now since hale banned it. lol!!! had a pretty average weekend..msn became my best friend..and hopefully me not going out this weekend will make my parents let me go out this weekend heaps!! everythings kinda died down now..i think..just about. we got our prof fotos on friday and wow..very stunning. i never realised what a romantic i am..but u know i think a lot of ppl are without realising it. some ppl are just more obvious with affection..but deep down...for some ppl deep deep deep down..theres a soft sentimental side. i think its ok to let it out once in a while..u know just when u feel the love..for once..just let it be instead of trying to supress it. i think i supress way too much emotion..and honestly..i dont think its good for me either. life really is worth living..how cool is house. i love that show...and prison break. cant wait for the hale ball! and maybe int social or scotch ball but this is going to be the best year.
keep smiling!!
luv esh xx
dare to dream...