week 2- chowder

chowder has to be the worst part of living at currie. luckily for me..mr poon is extremely fond of it. he even went up for seconds!!! crazy calculus loving chowder hoover.

anyways..moving on from the revolting chowder to....something less revolting. i was waiting for a shower when i had this thought. what makes people attracted to each other?

its strange because i find myself knowing that i SHOULD be attracted to this person because hes the kind of guy i talk about wishing i had. and then hes there. and then its just an anti climax. how sad.

but then theres normal average person who i meet and laugh at and i just love him so much. i know them the same...both good people. but why cant i be attracted to mr hot guy? am i sick? am i blind? or is it the toby theory..the toby theory doesnt really come into effect though. they both smell ok.

its actually really frustrating. annoying.
its difficult. living with them is not easy.

the end

i hate calculus
~Esh~

just emotion taking me over