lost the silver lining

so today wasnt that great. i guess that will make tomoro much better though! sucks cos i really want to go to caz's tonight but i cant...cos of my assignments (and test). happy birthday caz! i know you dont read my blog but if you ever do i want you to know ure an angel and i LOVE YOU.
as for lamey (whose birthday was on thursday). you're the 2nd garage i never had. happy 19th!! (we had little mini piss up and some mint slices outside smags at like 1 am LOL). no but seriously. dont know what id do without you :)

so im thinking love isnt that great.

i guess things that you build up so much never really live up to your expectations.
like i thought it would be easy as to scoop ice cream all day...turns out ive burnt my hands a fair amount and the palms of my hands have developed a nice thick layer of protective coating from 'hot dish carrying'.

ive always been a bit of an idealist but today makes me feel like pessimism is the way to go. i guess il have to trial run it and see where it gets me.

a warning for anyone going to capitol tonight. this girl from work is going ( not mentioning names), and shes going to be wearing a really short dress and getting really drunk. just try to stay out of her spewing zone.

xoxo -Esh-

bubble tea flavour: bubble tea free day. not in the mood.