just becoz..

hey ppl!
sunday evening..it doesnt get any more depressing than sunday evening..except with me coz i have to get up early for tennis training. hurray. anyways haha tobs cant fill my blog with all his crap now since hale banned it. lol!!! had a pretty average weekend..msn became my best friend..and hopefully me not going out this weekend will make my parents let me go out this weekend heaps!! everythings kinda died down now..i think..just about. we got our prof fotos on friday and wow..very stunning. i never realised what a romantic i am..but u know i think a lot of ppl are without realising it. some ppl are just more obvious with affection..but deep down...for some ppl deep deep deep down..theres a soft sentimental side. i think its ok to let it out once in a while..u know just when u feel the love..for once..just let it be instead of trying to supress it. i think i supress way too much emotion..and honestly..i dont think its good for me either. life really is worth living..how cool is house. i love that show...and prison break. cant wait for the hale ball! and maybe int social or scotch ball but this is going to be the best year.
keep smiling!!
luv esh xx
dare to dream...

smags ball 2006

smags ball 2006...the best ever. everybody looked beautiful..stunning!! rushed home on friday to get ready..stick my nails on which refused to stick...ahah even throughout the night!(thx nat for having nail stuff) jerome came at about 4..got to andreas at bout 5 30..heaps of ppl started coming..and to tell u the truth...i was just on another planet..i was so excited..evrything kinda just went over my head!! we took millions of photos..it was crazy. and the limo...wow..ive never been in a limo b4 and i was so so so extatic. we went to kings park to meet up with dee's bf and we bumped into ppl and took MORE photos..followed by it...the actual convention centre. it was great. the red carpet and all. the music was ok..the tables looked gorgeous..and just the atmosphere...everything..i was lost in it. the dresses..the hair..the shoes..the suits..corsages..button holes..and even the teachers...i mean wow..wow. lol danced a lot...even though it killed my feet. took prof photos..had a super table...great food. *sigh* i just wish i could relive it all over again..there would be nothing i would change. and if jerome ever gets to read this. thanks for being the most awesome ball ever and such a sweetheart!!! the end...thats it..no more ball. but im going to the hale one! yeooow. it was great meeting so many ppl haha and literally bumping into clay..ouch..and brenny who i havent seen in like..years. a great start to a great yr.

'dont cry because its over..smile becoz it happened'

luvin life
esh xox

first week of yr 12

hey guys
first week of yr 12 was great...better than expected. a lot better. the jumpers are awesome!!! i hate taking mine off..the leavers ones also look pretty cool..i like the whole 'end zone' thing. so yeah thx lauren for putting so much effort into it. as a year 12...we get so many priveledges...the teachers are so different..i got real good teachers so im really happy bout that but apart from the fact that this is the last yr and everyones leaving..this is going to be a great yr. ball in like 2 weeks. i tried out for interhouse drama? that scares me...i dont even like drama much. anyways tobs and kils are happily settled into hale now..and i bumped into them in the city. went with kita to meet her dates and i ended up buying my ball shoes and some foundation which was so great coz i really needed to get it. so thats about it. life is good. the work pile is a bit shit but thats yr 12 for u.
will update soon for anyone who reads this lol which i dont think is anybody but its a nice waste of time.

xox esh