harry potter and the mysterious illness

IM STILL SICK. after three days of literally not moving myself from the bed (except for a trip to the doctor)..my throat still throbs and im finding it hard to find out what happens in the last book cos my eyes water only every five minutes.

thanks to this mysterious damned illness iv caught up on almost all my harry potter as well as sushi for beginners(its not actually about sushi). not that i dont love reading..i just wish i didnt feel like a giant piece of aching lead!

things are not looking up right now...as soon as i get better im going shopping (again) to buy stuff i probably dont need. except for chocolate!! i NEED chocolate. i only realised how long its been since i had some when i gave kris the last of the chocolate i owned. i think id better not ask for it back if we're going to stay friends.

so tired *yawn*
the only relationship im holding on to right now seems to be the one with my bed.

-Esh-
Bubble tea flavour: sour plum..no additional pudding, jelly or bubbles

Wednesday night fever

i had a really bad fever on wednesday. i kind of deserved it..should have rested after exams instead of 5 days of semi non stop shopping (which i dont even like that much).

is it just me or does a fever make you more talkative? i was chatting away to sim cos i couldnt sleep (on account of the fact that my head felt like it was on fire). i was more talkative and thoughtful but it also made me as thick as a plank.
took me a couple of hours and 2 panadols later to realise that i could have saved myself a lot of trouble..and some sleep too!

sometimes i am such a tool
not to mention ive been listening to delta songs. since when did i ever listen to delta? since when does anyone listen to delta?

a late happy birthday for nat! love you like tobs loves his fish (which is alot to the point that its slightly disturbing)

-Esh-
Bubble tea flavour: peach yakult, green apple jelly. no bubbles

better off alone?

It cannot go unsaid,
I only want you to know,
I think it's all going to work out fine.
Or are we better off alone?

I've never been a fan of keeping things in. it builds up. always have to have someone to talk to...not everyone works like that i guess. some people just avoid it if its something that can be avoided.

life's been a bit rough lately. people keep saying that 'it'll be ok'..will it? nope. i know it wont. because it cant be ok right now. but later? i guess i just have to wait and find out. honestly..i think im just lying to myself about stuff right now, but i cant handle the truth... maybe thats why people avoid things...because they cant handle the truth. i never thought i would be one of those people...until now.

i can't believe ive posted grinspoon! im trying to explore my musical palette. there is so much good music that i didnt even realise was there. yay for new music! (even if some of it is really disturbing)

oh god..exams are coming.

-Esh-